Jpj test

Alhamdulillah passed lam litar n jalan raye..hhaha. same goes to yana n leha.. happy gilakss.. k laa.. no idea..
Gtg.
see ya
Miss A

Hati..

Ya Allah yang Maha Mengasihi.. aku nemohon dan meminta padaMu agar kuatkan hati ini.. jika benar dia tercipta buatku,, panjangkan jodoh kami, jika tidak, jauhkanlah kami dan jagalah hatiku dan hatinya..aku tidak mahu ada nsan lain selain suamiku ya Allah.. ampunkanlah kesilapanku yang lalu..
He was a man that i loved the most. I adore him.. but then i was afraid. Afraid that i was wrong.. i don'T wanna love a wrong person. I waited for years and keep waiting.. he doesn't know. I don't want him to know. Why??because i am scared to loose him .
Awak, saya ada cinta. Cinta saya tulus. Mohon memahami..
Mohd shahrul hafiz abdul rahim,, saya suka cara awak,tapi saya tak mampu cintakan awak. Maaf.
Gtg.
see ya.
miss A

My thoughts

Aku hanya gadis 18 yg bg certain person not enoygh matured to voice out apa yang aku pikir . Tapi kat bloggie aky nie la satu"nya tempat untuk aku luahkan segalanya.. first pasal malaysia kini. Aku bukan nak burukkan malaysia sendiri,, tapi cuba kita tengok.  Macam mana negara lain nak respect malaysia sedangkan rakyat malaysia sendiri tak hormat sesama sendiri. And contohnya.. perdana menteri dan isterinya. Kenapa kita nak sibuk tentang urusan diorang.. kita jugak yang berdosa. Aku tak kata aku tak buat silap.. tapi a deep thinking,, kita tak tahu hati manusia.. kita kenal n tau name die tapi kita tak tahu cerita hidup dia. siapa lagi nak hormat perdana menteri kita kalau bukan kita sebagai rakyat die. Biarlah dia buat salah,, tuh urusan dia dengan Allah. Kita yang dibawah pimpinannya harus menghormatinya..
Then,,pasal politik.. kenapa kira perlu gaduh.. islam tak suka perkauman. Kita boleh ambik iktibar semasa pembukaan kita Mekah. Rasulullah suruh Bilal bin Rabbah, yang brkulit hitam untuk naik ke atas kaabah dan azan. Betapa Baginda membenci perkauman. Tun Dr. Mahathir,, berusaha menghapuskan dasar Apertied untuk menyatukan semua orang tanpa mengira warna kulit. Tapi kita berpecah kerana politik. Tak salah kita bertanding cara baik tanpa perlu berpaling muka. Siapa yang akan sayangkan saudara seIslam kita kalau bukan diri kita sendiri. Apabila negara Islam berpecah,orang kafir tepuk tangan .. betapa rendahnya maruah kita di mata mereka..
Semua orang mengimpikan kehidupan yang aman dan bahagia,,tapi dapat ke kita kecapi kalau kita masih tak bersatu.. orang Melayu masih rasa leka sedangkan orang Cina just tunggu masa nak ambik alih negara. Jangan butakan mata kita yang celik.
Ok then..
Tired  typing..
Gtg..
See ya..
Miss A.

Friends naa~

Humhh. Sometimes friend could act like a stranger and stranger could act like a friend.. tak semua kawan sanggup dengar semua keluhan dan kongsi kesedihan dengan kita.. kekadang orang lain lebih memahami kita dai kawan kita sendiri.. i'm not pointing it to others only,,myself too...me myself sometimes couldn't be a great friend. But at least i tried to be.. i hate when people say they are friend but behind his or her own friend,,they talked back about him or her..
So that is all.
Gtg.
See yaa.
Miss A

Dear hati

Hati. Sangat lembut. Rapuh. Hanya kelembutan dan ketulusan boleh mengekalkannya. Before .. i used to fall in live with a guy. He was humble aad caring. He do respect all my opinio and right. He never scold be . He also was a very great guy to me. But.. Allah is the best planned afterall. He left me with a broken heart.
Until now.. i cauldn't forget anything about him. He was special as he was my first love . He di was my first love.. but he wasn't my last love.
To my new bubbly boo.. u are not my first love.. but u do the last man i will placed in mt only heart. U repair it even the scar still there.
So that Is all for now .
Gtg.
See ya.
Miss A

Sorry

Sumpah saya cakap, saya tak dapat tahan air mata bila dengar suara awak call saya tadi. Dah lame awak menyepi. Kenapa tak cakap awak kena masuk hutan?? Saya risau. Saya rindu. Sorry saya nangis tadi. Saya terlampau sebak senget. K laa. Dah tak boleh nak typing .
See ya.
Bye
Miss A.

Bila harus jujur

Bila aku tetiba teringat kan dia, aku perlu jujur dengan hati aku. Aku still sayangkan dia . Try to forget your first love. Same as u tried to forget the one that u never met. Is it???? Humhh. Frankly speaking, aku sayang dia, tapi aku terpaksa tipu dia . Aku terpaksa cakap aku dah ada pengganti. Aku terpaksa tipu dia dan hati aku. Semuanya sebab aku takut terluka lagi. Semuanya sebab ego yang ada dalam diri aku. Aku putuskan tuk mendua sebab aku tahu dia akab bahagia dengan orang lain. Bukan aku. Aku tak mampu.
#tears come again
Nyte peeps.
Gtg.
See ya.
Bye.

Confident level rises.

I can't beleieve it!!!!! Aku daa berjaya naik bukit uhh. Haha. It seemed tough but not really. Hahaks. Me tiday with yana. N yaa of course, those peeps from paka n durian mentangau. Haha. Today, i pakai baju same ngan hazem n if sesape yang yak kenal absolutely will say, kitorang couple. Watta elf!! Haha. Kami pakai baju team Siput. Haha. Kelakar jugak. Nak jer snapping ngan die tapi well, public. Tak awesome laa bila orang tengok. Maluii!!!
Then , back to my nervous system. Adrenaline daa maximum level. Above sea level dah nie. Hahahahaha. Berdebar sangat". Haihh. Tak tahu dah nak macam mana nie. Serba tak kena jer.
My King Senget a.k.a mohd shahrul hafiz bin abdul rahim . I miss him a lot. Dah berapa hari dah tak contact. It's about a week. Hari tu dia ada call tapi aku dah tidow. Senget, i wish u knew that i miss u a lot. Or maybe dia kerja kot. I love u so so much. Macam nak nangis jer. Last dia call dia cakap dia demam teruk. Phone pon tak tahu pergi mana. I sedih sangat . Aku betul" rindukan dia. Betul cakap bijak pandai, kita akan tahu kita betul" sayangkan seseorang tu bila dia dah pergi. I nak jer cakap i love u too senget . since we met on february 2012 , i dah suka cara u. U were awesome with your own way. Mintak maaf sebab saya tak cuba spend masa ngan awak. Tiap kali awak call, mesti saya sibuk buat benda lain. Kalau malam nyer, saya mesti dah tidur sedangkan saya tahu awak nak call. I miss u sayang. I do really miss n love u but i don't know why it is so hard for me to say it. Pray for my result ye senget.
That's all.
Gtg.
See ya.
Miss A.
#senget,sayatungguawak. :,,(

The true friends

Betul kata bijak pandai, pengalaman mematangkan kita. And as for me, i learnt about true friend in Qber. We perfect each other. Yang genius tolong yang kurang pandai.  Kekadang aku rindu moments bersama. Dah 5 tahun bersama. So many things to remember. Haha. Hope distance won't break this special bond .
That's all.
Gtg.
See ya.
Miss A.

Second day

Haha. Today's achievements. Succeed parking and 3 angle. Haaaa. Amcam? Ok tak? Esok rest. Selasa climbing up the hill. Dramatic sentence kan. Takde makne nyer. Nothing special tapi kan i'm shocked as i see syafiq elias at wimozad. Dah pandai dye rambut sekarang. The ex chubby boy laa katekan or bahase kampungnye, budak baru nak up gitu. Bukan aku jeles,tapi no need to show off macam artis gitu. Sikit pon tak de mase nak jeles ngan budak gitu.
Humm. Deep inside my heart, i want something that no one knows what it is. Humhh. I want to do double degree in orthopaedician and bussiness or  Tesl. But, did my dad allow me to? That were all my passions. I love science and i also love my english. I love bussiness as that was in my blood. I'm in trouble and confusion.
Ohmygadd.
What a mess. I wish i didn't have to think all these. I wish there's someone that will motivate me.
So that's all.
Gtg.
See ya.
Miss A.

Pengorbanan

Pengorbanan kali ni bukan dalam skop percintaan mahupun persahabatan. Tapi pengorbanan kali ni adalah dalam keluarga. My mom and dad ask me to become a doctor. I love science. I love medics. But not doctor. Before,yes i do love doctor. But ,nowadays, it seems so hard to become a doctor because out therw, there's a large number of doctors. How can i succeed? Dad, u never ask me what i want in life, but what u know is, what u want me to be. Sad? Absolutely!! But then, what can i do. As a child, i have to obey them. Keberkatan ibu bapa adalah utama. Aku korbankan impian aku untuk mereka. It would be fine then. I'll try my best to make them happy although they didn't realise it. I'm happy as long as they were happy. So that's it.
Gtg.
See ya.
Love ya.
Miss A.

Merapu day.

Hahaks. Memang merapu. What i am going to say is, i'm tired. Tadi pergi driving school a.k.a Wimozad. Haaaammm. . Penat drive dengan anak cikgu aku. Ntah pape. Rimas aku. Terlanggar benteng baru senyap. Tau pun takot. An hour with hardship. Hahahaaha. Tak hard mane pon. Tomorrow kena pergi jugak. Naseb ah kan. Then tadi mase nak balik, jumpe Bihah and Leha. Ooopppss!! Lupe. Hazem skali. Haha. Leha cun ah naik motor . Bihah cantik cam selalu. Sembang panjang jugak laa tadi. Then terjumpa jugak my schoolmates dulu" kala, syikin,wan and yana. Dorang still macam dulu. And last but not least, my senior, kak tehah rani. Budak Taylor uhh. Hebat kan. Borak" ngan die kejap. Then, ade something funny happened. Haha. Mase aku duk tunggu turn, ade sorang mamat specky duk bangku sebelah. Then aku terpandang die. Die senyum dulu. Then lame die pandang aku pulak. Aku pon cepat" tengok die balik. Die lambai then cakap,belajar kereta jugak ke? Aku dengan tak tau pape angguk je laa. Die pon lambai n senyum again. Haha. Aku tak kenal pon die. Tapi maybe die over friendly kot.aku seram jugak time tuh. Then aku lari pergi duduk kat lain. Macam" laa manusia nie. Haha. Yang aku takleyh blah nyer, ade ke patot die tanye aku belajar kete ke. Nak je aku cakap eah tak,belajar masak. Dak sah" aku duk tunggu turn. Haishhh. Ade jer. Dah takde soalan lain ke ape laa die nie. Ok, sampai sini dulu.
Byebye.
Takecare.
Gtg.
See ya.
Miss A.

homecoming me!!~

what can I say...humh.. no more feeling sad mode after this. but then,I do feel sad. see! I merapu again. entah ape yang aku rase skrg. sedih??? mmg ar.no more talkies finite. see ya...

gtg..
see ya..
loviya..
miss A..
daaaaaa...