... ⚽

When he said i need to stop, i think for a while , a long while actually. Why now?! Why me?! Why when i've reached this point??!!

But then, instead of quitting, i'll keep moving on. I have a pair of lung. One might get hurt, i'll use the other one. ����

He

He's my first boy friend
He understand me the most
He listens when no one did
He always try to cheer me up

Sometimes..

He might got angry with no reason
He might nagging without knowing the truths
He might be annoying
He might poke my heart
He makes me feel like i have no one
He makes me feel like i'm the worst
He sometimes do not there when i needed him the most

But..

He is the reason why i cried out tears when answering the calls
He is the reason why i tried my best in everything
He is the reason why am having a moody day
He also be the reason why i live till today

Whatever he is,

He is the best
He is the coolest
He got a special place in my heart
He never break my heart
He never leave scars too..

He always..

Showed up with surprises
Came home with my favorite food
Bought me perfumes
Bought me clothes
Bought me shoes and handbags

He will forever be my superhero.. He will always be the first in my heart. Dad, even when i cried a lot for missing you, but you never broke my heart. Thanks for all these years

I wrote this while thinking of you

Created by me,miss din

Gtg
See ya
Miss A

handball has been a part of my life :'(

sakit hati? kecewa? frust? stress?


yeahh!! thats what i feel rn. so down and i just need support and motivation.


aku start main handball masa darjah 3. mase tuh aku kecik lagi. name pon sekolah rendah. mase tuh aku main sampai state. fuhh. sape je tak bangga weyh. aku still main sampai habis primary school. bagi aku handball la kebahagiaan aku. bile aku stress aku main handball. bile aku sedih aku main handball. game lain pon aku main tapi handball favorite aku sampai bile2.

the secondary school. aku masuk mrsm. aku sedih sebab mrsm takde team handball. gtame ganas sangat and tak ade sambutan katanya. aku pon fight dengan cikgu and aku buat team sendiri mase form two. first tournament kitorang kalah . masa tuh karnival handball. kitorang berlatih lagi . then main untuk daerah punya. dapat first runner up. not bad laa kan. pastu kitorang slalu join tournament. banyak jugak pingat yang dapat. worth it laa.

then matriculation. lagi lah takde handball kat kakom tuh.  hmm. tapi nasib baik lecturer buat open and kitorang dapat markah state. and aku johan time tu. terkejut jugak laa. tapi nasib tak menyebelahi aku untuk join piala pengarah. whatever it is, aku still happy..

and now dalAM UMT. sedihn sebab banyak konflik. aku join team ni at first sebab rase sayang aku kat handball. but te bile nak tournament ni, bebudak senior bajet bagus join. aku dh left group handball tapi umar pakse aku join balik. aku taknak. aku down bukan sebab senior. tapi sebab diri aku sendiri. aku takde confident. injuries aku. aku dah tak mampu . haritu aku baru main sikit, bahu aku dah tak boleh angkat . again??!! sedih sangat. then lutut and kaki aku. umar bagi semangat tapi aku tak mampu nk kuatkan diri aku. doktor cakap better aku quit handball. sebab nanti effect mase aku tua. aku sayang handball. tapi aku takot aku tak mampu nak perform..

hmmm..

i will try umar. untuk kau. untuk team. love ya handball team..


gtg
see ya
miss A