Me:Mungkin, aku tidak seperti Siti Fatimah.
Him:Aku bukan Saidina Ali.

I met you to fall in love with you. Once, i was too young and too easy to fall in love. I trusted you with all my heart. I give you all my love. I thought you were as nice as my dad. But i was wrong. The day you left me, i wasnt cry at all. But the day after i started to cry. A few months i've been crying while thinking of you. I made a promise to myself to never fall in love ever again. I wont let my heart hurts again. Even when the most perfect guy came into my life, i will seriously doubt him cause i got no beautiful face like all men want. so anyone, stop playing with my heart.

Gtg
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Miss A

To love is to risk to not be loved.

Hmmm. Aku nak sangat undur masa dulu. Tapi, if aku tak lalui semua ni,maybe i'll never learn. Right? penat nak layan perasaan. Aku rasa aku membujang sampai sudah. Takde sikit pon rasa percaya aku kat lelaki sekarang. Even shahrul yg tunggu aku lama macam tuh. But i still have no faith in you. Fyi, i got a serious trust issue. Lol. Aku harap sangat orang sekeliling aku stop tanya pasal kahwin kat aku. Ibu, forgive me if i did not get married. Im so sorry. But my heart is seriously injured. lol.

Gtg
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Miss A

Hai bloggie. Dah lama aku tak update kan? Im just tired. Seriously tired. I've thinking about something a lot  . Amirul hanif, almost 8 years in fucking in love with you. I've been wasting my life for loving you. Waiting for you. Remember the first thing you said when you got me?

"athifah, i will always love you. I will make you happy. You are my first and last love."

First and last? Yes, you were my first and last. But you? you left me and last year, you got a new girlfriend. You forgot it already after 6 years. It was very easy for you right?

And, did you remember your last words for me? The day we broke up. You said,

" i need to focus on my study. Lets pretend we never knew each other."

even when im begging you . With tears along. You ignored me and left me with broken heart and tears. you were the first guy i fell for. The first guy i cry for. The first guy i always keep in my heart and mind. The reason why i never fall in love ever again. That was the first and last time i give my love to someone.

Some asked me , if you come and ask me to get back to you, will i accept you back? my answer is no. Why? you did broke my heart once, that will be possible for you to make the scars bleed again.

Am i waiting for you? no too. Im not waiting for you, im learning from my mistake. To not easily fall in love.

And shahrul . Almost 6 years huh. You wait for me. I've told you, im not worth waiting for. Just move on . But you still waiting . Im sorry. But i cant. I cant even give it a try. Im not giving myself a second chance. So how can i accept you,??

Im sorry for doing this. But i just cant? Someone has taken my love away from me the day he left me 7 years ago. He never give it back to me.

Gosh!! i wanna cry but i canT take it Out

Gtg

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miss A