hi peeps.
It has been few months since my prev post.
i was too busy with my study especially my fyp.
i wanna share about the same thing all over again.
my hardest goodbye, my painful sweet memories and my longest tears.
last month, i met my teacher from my secondary school. it was good to see her again. it really do. she came to me while im working with my experiment. she held my hands and ask me, what happen to your boyfriend. it was shocking that she knew, but i acted calm. she looked at me in my eyes and suddenly, i felt sad. i almost cry in front of her. i told her everything i also tell her that till today, i CANNOT moving on from that guy. she sighed. she told me something that made me wanna hit my self and cry badly;
" Tipah, in our life there will be ups and down. and there will be time that we broke up and fell in love all over again. MOVE ON. i know it's hard, but you have too. you what even more stupid? you still crying for him, longing for him and still hold on to him, but he is happy with other girl. as you said, he will get married soon. why you waste your time and tears for him? he doesnt even worth it. i want you to be happy. truly happy. let him go. why you stll make yourself suffer from loving others mate? what you want in ife is obviously not him. Allah shows you that he's not yours, why you wanna go against Him? Athifah, wake up and live your life."
i was speechless and it was a long conversation. what should i do??? i really2 dont know. hmmm
the next week, i met my Ustaz. he talked to me a lot about future and the words i remember the most are;
"Tipah, if you wanna succeed and pass your uni life, stay away with boys by all mean relationship and all those sunk ships, and dont stay out late at night. dont be too lalai and keep your relationship with Allah well. take care of those thing, you will succeed. focus on what important."
they gave me motivation and supports and i keep on tryng to listen and do what they asked me too. it is hard, but i wont give up.
gtg
see ya
Miss A
