The Uncertainties Of Life

Hello Everyone,

Life is never been so sure and true. It will always be that way. There's a time when the impossible is possible while absurd and irrelevant thing turns out to be an amazing reality. Never blame the wind that blew for your hair to be messy. For the things that happened, with so many weird things going on, no other choice available for you except; HANG IN THERE! Don't let go, it hurts. Don't deny, it unbearable. Don't run, it's tiring. Don't lose hope easily as it will bring you nowhere. It will cause much more damage than it is done.

Speaking of truth, maybe nobody, no one could really differentiate the right or wrong, the truth or lies. Between the painful hidden truth and all beautifully exposed lies given, which will do much favor in order for you to live your life sweetly and happily? Not knowing some unnecessary truth does help us with heartache but how good it has been sugarcoated? Sooner or later, it will be revealed in the most heart-rending way.

I always wonder, can I ever be like somebody who doesn't have to think much about those awful problems. The moment when you're comparing your life with another person, that's the time when you're really failing. God sets a certain path for certain people and we'd been created with our own unique path for us to live on. When you wished to be in the same lights as others, and you tripped, you will eventually realize that you have yours, happy on your own journey. We're happy, everyone else does, but it took your time for you to realize that yours are great too. Yours are special too.

Those uncertainties, those flaws, those ups, and downs will always be there for you and you will have to deal with it. Don't avoid it and face all the consequences of your actions. While you're too busy looking for the solutions, you will find the happiness lies within.


GTG
See Yaa,
Miss A
Love yaa 😍

You, Life Decider.

Hi fellas,

Today I wanna talk about life. Life is something you couldn't choose to undo it. Maybe you've given the chances to, but obviously, you accepted the life. There's so much more in life to be discovered other that you sit around longing for uncertainties and also cherish the unchangeable past. You might not change the past but, surely could re-create something satisfying in the future. The chance and opportunity were indirectly given to you without you realizing it.

Life is about perspective. All in life-changing together with your perspective. How you took it into your account? How you see it? How acceptable it is in your life? Fix it and never make the same mistake twice. All yours to decide. Be firm and strict about your objectives, goals, and stance. No one will blame you for making the decisions for yourself.

I often said to my friend, life isn't complicated at all. You're the one who makes it. Life is there for you to say YES if you want to do it, and NO if you didn't want to. It is easy when you're clear about the thing you want to be in your life. Why making it hard when you can do it easier?

So, be what you want to, say what you have in mind and do what's right for you. NO ONE WILL AND SHOULD BLAME YOU FOR DOING THAT.




So,
gtg
see ya
Miss A

Hell or Opportunity?

Hi peeps!

So today I wanna talk about my current life in this whole lot adventurer MSc journey. So last Monday, where the day I came back from holiday, I got 'GOOD' news from the faculty, I WAS LISTED AS UMT PRESENTER FOR UMT-PSU COLLOQUIUM!!  I was mad and annoying at the same time. And the oral presentation is on Sunday! I have one day to finish my abstract with the correction and the prep for the slide should be done obviously by this weekend. I have lab work and lap prep. How could they do this to me with such short notice? Dr. Thila is also mad about this issue. Yeah! She's not around because she also has a conference on the same day as mine and she's out of UMT. 

So here I am staying back and PG room from 8 am till 3 am the whole week. I look like Panda right now. What a day! So, positively, it's a good experience for me tho. 

So that's me! Still fighting for this presentation. BTW luckily I'm not stressing out alone, Najma also listed in the colloquium. So wish us, luck guys! Gonna update about that soon. 

GTG!

See ya

Miss A

Update! Update!

Holla guys!

It's been a while since my last post. It's not that I don't wanna update my bloggie, it just I'm too busy with my lab work and plus, I'm being busy writing my thesis. I know the reason is hurmm somehow sounds  MEHHHH... but that's the truth. What else should I say when the only reason is my study. So enough talking about the reasoning. Should we start with something refreshing? Humm. Let's start with MY LIFE. To be specific after I moved out. OOps! Talking about moving out, I noticed that I haven't update anything about that. 

So long story shorted, we don't have much understanding of living together, and I decided to move out and it is hard for both side but, honestly, I didn't blame the other side since it seems that I was the one who's having problem while they're but, for my future sake and our friendship too, I take a lead step, decided, without even turning back, MOVED OUT in a week. I think the process took me less than a week. I told the other side that my choice of going away from that house will change nothing and I didn't wanna fight after moving out. But yeah! The thing is, not everything will always go your way. So a bit sad that we have to fake everything but right now, I think, things slowly back to the way it used to. 

So, here I go alone again on this journey. It doesn't seem that bad, yet. I hope it won't. Enough updating that issue. Now, my current life. Happier and not having much stress like before. Btw, I wanna talk about Qistina. Hahaha. It is uncommon for me mentioning my friends here in my bloggie. So about her. She's kinda weird. Not that weird, weird. She's my partner for now. Going here and there with her. Run errand with her also. We're a friend since 2015. And we used to live together and went our ways and get back together. She's the nicest of all. Helps me a lot for everything and she is the best lab partner I've ever had. 

She's on the right. That's us. Oops! Forgot to mention, my high school crush likes her. I don't mind it all. After all, he's just a crush. 

That's another update of my current state. I think that would be all for now.

GTG!

See ya.

Miss A

A Good Day, A Very Bad Mood.

Assalamualaikum,

It has been a while that I'd updated my bloggie. But before I start my babbling,  I would like to say that the upper photo has nothing to do with what I'm about to say. So here goes the thing. 

As I grew up, I keep on watching, observing the behavior on how society works. Believing that most of us are selfish, often took something for granted and there's an issue that didn't really exist takes into the matter. There no solution like the repression in Palestine. The bigger issue than the war between India-Pakistan and worse than the Christchurch terrorism. We tried to reveal the mistakes of others like you have none. We created the problem that never exists. We'd given a brain but never use it well. The desire stops your humanity and egocentric lies among each and every one of use. Thinking of yourselves too good to admit your own fault and too maksum that you could punish somebody else with your words. Never realize that words eventually become the modern weapon in this century.  It feels great to see the tears and the sufferings of others without a little sense of guilt and without you knowing that you're dirtier from the dust and stains in this world.

New Journey Begun

hollaaa..


I'd graduated for my first degree in Biodiversity Conservation and Management. It is good and happiest thing for me and my parents. So now, I'm pursuing for Master Degree in Biotechnology. I believe in myself more than anyone else did and I love my decision. I hope all is well. Pray for me guys.



Gtg
Miss A
See ya