I feel like wanna share about that one guy I met in Ramdhan this year. Muhammad Fitri. I met him after a month of breakup (me & Shahrul). At first, I think it won't last even for a day. But after a few hours of conversation, I feel comfortable around him. He started to send me texts and call me every night. There's something about him that makes me like him even more. I knew I'm not supposed to like someone this fast and I know, it might have been a feeling of loneliness. As time went by, I feel like it was true, I like him. Like him, NOT love him. Too early to say it's love. I'm the type of girl who is hard to like or even love someone. He's the second guy in my life despite all the exes and scandals that I have. But somehow, we were afraid. Afraid to commit and to love. He knew I like him but he was so afraid to let me. The same goes for me, even if he loves me, I don't think I'm ready to commit. So, I think, it's better for us to just follow the flow and not putting any hope in this whatever-ship.
That's all for now, talk to you later.
GTG
Miss A
Toodles!
