Hi everyone!!
Today I wanna tell everyone about that same guy, Fitri. It's funny how I came to like him, even more each day. I knew I'm not supposed to like him this much, but I cannot stop and hide my feelings. I do feel now that he too, cares so much and like me too. I don't want him to like me this much as I'm afraid I'm unable to commit to this. I am unpredictable and easily have a change of heart. So. making him like me more than he should is unforgivable. Everything he did for me is so sweet but I think I should put a boundary and limit to it. I don't wanna get hurt and hurt him. I'm thankful that I met him in this life but I'm not so sure whether I should commit to this relationship forever. Maybe liking him and him liking me was a mistake from the start. Or maybe we were just meant to be together? No Nah! I think we are just two different souls who met at some point in our life. Just a chapter in my fairy tale. If I were given a chance to love him, I would but I know I'm incapable of love. Maybe it's just me in this life. Maybe I wasn't meant to love and to be loved. Just what the future holds for both of us I wonder.
That's all.
GTG!!
See ya,
Miss A.
