Yet, another.

Holla,  it's been awhile since I've updated my bloggie. Benn through a lot, yeah as usual. But this time, it's different. You know when people say that, yeahh, you might think your hardships are harder than anyone else's. These few months, those words take turn. I... Hmmm. How to say. My brother was diagnosed with cancer. Yes, cancer. Witnessing him fighting, battling, coping with it just hurt me. He's just 20. To live with that just too much. I never thought that he would have to go through it. As a sister, what can I do? Fight for him? Be in his shoes instead? Tell him to be strong? Cliche. Cry for him? Big no. Especially when I know, he roots for me that much. I would scream! I would cry! But that will broke him even more. I knew I have to be strong for him. But I'm a person. I'm his sister . how can I do nothing seeing him fighting for his life, everyday.

gtg, 

see ya.

Miss A