Second chance?

Hi people. I was having quite difficult time finding out what happened to me and my life. Life was easy at first but getting harder and tougher as the time passing thru. I want to talk or obviously writing about the second chance. In my life, I always believe that there will always be a second chance. Like there will always be another rain after a scorching hot day. Like how the same tree producing fruits and how our body keep on digesting food. I have a strong faith in second chance and it wasn't long until I found out that it was not all about a second chance, it is about the chance you take.

I used to make a lot of mistake. Repeating some of them again and again. I made a decision then, realized that it was wrong and all I can say was, 'it's okay. Lets get through this once and for all. We gonna fix it in the future'. I was so positive and trusting the decision I've made. To the extent that I was desperately gasping for help. I knew I was wrong but I did nothing to fix everything back because I keep on believing in SECOND CHANCE.

This year was the worst year for me. For the first time, the decision I've made left me hanging in the problems. I was about to give everything up and nearly quitting all I'd started. But, in the midst of hardships, I found someone who keep on motivating and supporting me. They said, why you let those thoughts and fears control you. You should do better. If the volcano is about to explode, run. Don't stop and  cry. If there is thunderstorms, hide! Don't let all the negativities and external pressure come to you. 

It wasn't wrong to believe in another chance, but the second chance won't always be around. Prepare yourself for the worst. Second chance is not a point where you start over but it was a point for you to be and do better. For you to not repeating the mistakes again. Don't misuse the chance given. Once you get the chance, use it well because it might not come again. It's okay to halt and think deeply before you choose and decide.

Gtg
See ya
Miss A