Holla fellas,
It's been a while that I write in the Bloggie. So busy finishing my master and something came up recently that makes me wanna update my blog. I don't know where else I could rant about it.
My mom asked my dad to divorce her. It's a big thing, at least for me. I never thought that something like this will happen to me. Not in this life, at least. But somehow, it happened. Allah made it happen. I have no power to stop it from happening. Never imagine living in a broken family. Never. I always pray to never have to went through this someday, especially when I'm having a big examination (PMR, SPM, etc). I actually forgot to pray for my other siblings too, especially my youngest brother. Amin is gonna sit for SPM this year. Mom asked me not to hate her, but I have the right to be mad.
And the thing is, I really don't know how to handle my feelings, like what am I supposed to do? Am I not allowed to be mad at all? I'm lost. I never imagine having gone through this kind of shit in my life. Mom asked me not to hate her. Asked me not to be mad or have some kind of revenge upon her, but I'm a human, the daughter! I have feelings, and it is valid! I really hope that mom gonna regrets her decision, and everything went back to normal again. I don't wanna live like this. I want a happy family at home.
Ya Allah, ease everything and remove the pain from our hearts. Please erase all the hate and give me a happy family at home. Aminn.
Gtg,
See Ya!
Miss A.
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