Letter To Myself

 Hi,

I don't know what am I supposed to say to myself this year. I'm doing good, nothing hurtful much. I know I need to say something to myself when nobody would, at least saying 'I did well' or 'Good Job' would be much appreciated. I think I should start with...

Dear self,

First of all, you did well this year. Despite all painful memories, backstabbing series, and uninvited circumstances, I believe you passed through that things, all at once. No one never ever realized what you've been through, and you let no one cloud your judgment and meddle with your decisions. You knew the consequences of your decisions and you live up to them. It is not an easy thing to do but still, you did well. Sometimes, you said, 'screw them!', maybe you sounded selfish or ignorance, but little did you know, it ain't, you just set your priority right. And there's nothing wrong in doing so.

Then, your love life. You get over unnecessary thing so well. Moving on and live your life and get out from that kinda toxic relationship isn't easy but you did it. It took all gut and strength to do so, and having your heart broken i not something you can fix overnight. You managed! You know when to stop and let go. At this age, you didn't think about flirt around and having fun with the boy but finding that one person to always be there for you in good and bad time, to always hold your hand, to love you even when he hates you. You might not find someone in this life, but it's okay. there's no harm for being single. 

Lastly, you've done great so far, so no turning back and regret everything you've done. No matter how hard it is, how bad your decisions are and no matter what others think about what you've done, you do you, you know yourself and those unpopular opinions about yourself isn't a big deal and ain't your priority. Their priority won't make it yours. 

SO,

HAPPY NEW YEAR! TO BETTER YEARS AHEAD AND HAPPIER DAYS.

Gtg,

See ya'll.

Miss A.