it has been a while since i've actually updating my blog with my own story. lol. i've been very busy lately with assignments, quizes, test, lab reports and all stuff. lately, i just can't sleep. not like 100% can't but i might sleep late at night. i've met the doctor and he gave me multivitamins and stuff. but then i still can't sleep. whatta life huh.
some asked me why i can't sleep. what can i say? what can i explain about this situation. maybe i overthink about something. yeah , a lot of things bothering me right now. about my girlfriends and ppl around me. they asked for my advices and opinions, but then, they don't wanna or maybe don't have time to listen to my story and problems. lol. that's a lil bit funny but that's the truth. i might be childidh, begging around asking ppl to help me solve my problem but then, it is how it works. i might look tough but frankly speaking, im fragile and very sensitive. i've tried to not be over sensitive but then, why should i changed when the others doesn't even try to understand, right? i have so many things to think right now. i chose to not telling ppl because what can they do? did they help if the heard me? no right. 80% will laugh and the rest will ignore. yeah, IGNORE. im used to that. im sorry for being sensitive and moody sometimes, but i do need my privacy. some of them asked me why i didn't share my story with them. you guys need to know, first, i don't know how to tell. second, i think i might burden all of you. third, you don't have time to listen to me. lastly, you're ignoring me without you realized. i'm sorry but i chose to keep that to myself.
i appreciate all of you but then, im afraid i might bothering all of you.
gtg
see ya
miss A
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