I’m just
a human. A normal not extraordinary girl who born on February . Who can possibly be killed at anytime . I’m
just a girl who afraid to face my own feelings . Who might regret every single decision that
was made. Hoping for the best all I can
do since I was too afraid to move on
whenever I fell. I still hoping that one
day someone will come to me , hold me tight AND SAY, “don’t you worry, I’ll be there with you
every time, everywhere even when I’m sick to death, I will still be there for
you. Even when we’re thousands years apart, thousands miles away, I’ll make it
for you. Remember one thing, love is when the shortest distance is too great and the greatest distance can be
bridged,”.
But it
seems just to be a dream that will never be true. I’ve been looking for a
perfect love story but I never tried to make it perfect in my own way. But
then, life is too short to have regret. I’d fall once, and scared to fall
again. It hurts me well. Even though, I could eliminate the heartache , but the
scars will still be there and at some point, it will bleed , AGAIN. I wanted to
fly away and be free so that you couldn’t break my heart again. I wished it
could be that easy. To just forgive and forget but then I’m only human and I
break when I fall down.
Dear
heart, please don’t easily fall in love. Its hurt . So much especially when it
comes between friends. I do really hope that it will be much easier to handle
the feeling that will haunted me all my life, but then it just a hope and till
now I was hoping it is true. My heart
denying that I was hurted but my mind couldn’t bear it any longer. So much pain
my heart take lately.
When He
brings us to it, He will bring us through it. But when will the time comes. I
hope for the day to come so that I won’t have to suffer this way anymore. I
don’t have enough strength to bear this pain any longer. The moment of us
together keeps playing in my mind. It feels that you are around. So close so
near to me and my heart. Just like folks said, the distance couldn’t break the
love. It can be bridged. We’re getting older, but my love never gets old. It
still the same even thousands years old.
People
is getting older but not the love. True love isn’t going to change even when
the night changes. It is difficult to discuss when it comes to love. It is a
complicated emotion. Only the person who feel it will understand. When you love
someone, you will not ask them to do the thing they don’t like because you
scared you might lose them. When you love someone, you won’t feel that distance
is the hurdle because you knew it can be
bridged in present of trust and honesty. When you love someone , their name
will always be in you Du’a because you want the best from Him to them.
Love is
a gift from God to us. To be appreciated even when thousands problems come. But
somehow, most of us misused it. One used love to get money, to get name , to
get good home and cars and to get expensive clothes. We shouldn’t do that
because life is like a wheel. What goes around comes around. What you give you
get back. Love should be use wisely. To love and to be loved
You
getting me through the night. I’m stuck in the dark but you my flashlight. Im
not afraid anymore because I knew you will light all the way. Since then, I got
all I need when I got you . nothing much that I hope more, just you by my side
, that would be more than enough.
gtg
see ya
Miss A
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